Wild Abandon

by "Chris Monzon"

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First song of 2021 bb
What a fucking year already, everything is scary and hard and now I live far away from everyone when, right now, I want to be close to everyone.

Anyway, this song is about, uh, /the passage of time/ or like /growing up and realizing you've become a different person and having to accept that instead of running away from it/ or uh /loving as fully and honestly as possible because love itself is as finite of a resource as time is and that makes it especially precious/

anyway

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Half of every word I say is full of hesitation
cause it's hard for me to grasp the gravity of my situation
so I turn around, it's easier to hit the ground running
far
away from all the noise, away from everything everything

peering through a looking glass, on a distant horizon I can see
the distant spectral image, of the person that I thought was me
with the wind shifting slowly, I then avert my gaze
I'm caught staring skyward between the shades of blue and gray

then I look back down
the image is gone
gone
gone

Now I can say
everything that I say with determination
wild abandon
love free of the fixation
of the scars of yesteryear
the traumas of guilt, and shame
but timely embrace
to receive love and give all the same
to receive love and give all the same
to receive love and give all the same1

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released March 6, 2021
hilarious cover photo by Tara Tran

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"Chris Monzon" Tucson, Arizona

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